Sunday, April 17, 2005

Time...

is the fire in which we burn. That is rapidly becoming my new motto, especially around here. The weeks are sneaking up on me and passing me by while I sit, dumbfounded, trying to figure out what just happened. School is starting to take its toll on me; I spend too much of my time in class and studying for class that I've scarcely had any time for myself. I'm convinced engineering here at SWOS was designed to break you mentally by pounding you with information, tests and oral boards until you submit--a mild form of brainwashing. I feel as though we are being subjected to this just to make our Captain (whom we lovingly refer to as Emperor Palpatine) happy. I guess his life is a miserable, despicable and disgusting journey, so he feels he has to pull the rest of us down with him. Just like a true SWO.

I've been absent of late because I just couldn't muster the time nor energy to log in and post. I don't know if that's a bad thing or a good thing, it's just a thing, I guess. I know that doesn't sound very elegant, but it's the best I can do right now--I'm still having trouble mustering the strength and energy to do much of anything other than school. Speaking of which, another test on Friday, then a comprehensive test on Monday, and then sometime during that week a final oral board with the emperor himself.

Anyway, this post has become negative, which wasn't the original reason I wanted to log on and post, so I'll cut it off here. I hope everyone is having a good time, and enjoying spring's beauty.

3 Comments:

Blogger VA girl said...

Hey Scott,
How are you doing? I wanted to say goodbye before I headed to the left coast, but I heard you were deployed. I hope you are doing well and enjoying being out of RI. I'm in California, living on the base out here in the middle of nowhere. It's not as bad as I thought it would be. Turns out you and Greg knew what I would do better than I did...
I haven't found work out here yet. Not to many jobs out here! I decided to take a few courses at the local college to fill in the (rapidly becoming) obvious gap on my resume. Other than that, I'm enjoying a summer off with my children. That's something that I've never done before. I don't think I've had a summer off of work since I was 15!
I think about you guys often and am really going to miss sailing with you!!! On the plus side, my husband made friends with a reservist who lives on his 43' sailboat, and owns another 30' sailboat, over in San Francisco. They said we could come out sailing anytime with them.
I'm a little lonely out here without my friends, but I'm starting to make friends with the neighbors. The only thing I fear about living in Navy housing is the rampant gossip among enlisted wives. I'm trying to stay out of that culture, but still remain friendly. It's a thin line to walk though. Already I've heard about neighbors who are thought to beat their wives, and others who have been caught cheating with single people in the barracks supposedly... So far I've just smiled at the person supplying the info and politely excused myself from the conversation when it gets to trash that isn't my business.
Anyway, like I said, I hope you are doing well. I miss you!

3:57 PM  
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Blogger VA girl said...

Hey Scott! Haven't heard from you yet. Are back on US soil? Wow, it looks like you blog is getting a bit overrun with ad comments... specifically from this guy Lon. I was pretty sympathetic when I read his first comment, but he should of left it at one and not added about 10 more posts with the EXACT same prose leading to different, but similar websites. You might want to change your settings to prevent or slow down the unwanted traffic. Oh, I have been writing in my blog lately if you want to look. (Now I sound like them!) Anyway, I miss you and Greg. I called Greg a few months ago and he returned the call, but I missed it and haven't tried since. Take care!

12:52 PM  

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