"Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow, creeps in this petty pace from day to day..." it keeps creeping towards some ephemeral demise, that I have yet to find. Someday, perhaps, I will learn the meaning of everything that is going on in this life, but I'm not going to hold my breath. Today has proven to be one of those god-forsaken days that you wish had never happened. In my next life, hopefully I can avoide these types of days...hopefully there won't be a next life, other than some form of divine and happy afterlife. I can feel the tension in the back of my neck and in my shoulders. I am cringing up as we speak, even though I am voluntarily trying to make it go away. I think senior is having her period today, or woke up on the wrong side of the bed, or even has started going through menopause--I don't know, all I know is she is being a bit grouchy and touchy today. Perhaps I'm to blame for the problems I am having right now, but, after considerable debate, I'm just not finding anything that I've done. Yes, I realize that my perception is somewhat skewed because I am analyzing myself, but still.... Nevertheless, I'll continue on with the work I am doing...or at least attempting to do. Hopefully I can go to Little Creek and get the hell away from here for a while. It seemed so much easier in the past, but the vision has been corrupted, and the people who are supposed to be making that vision come about have been corrupted. Maybe it will be best to move on, move to something else where I can at least be appreciated--again, I don't think I should hold my breath on that one! Anyway, I'll stop being a whiner for now and perhaps write something more later.

Today has proven to be quite a useless day in the life of imperium. I'm trying to acquire more, but it just ain't happening! (Like I really want it to begin with!) I guess a lot of what is going on has to do with the supposed "Revolution in Training,"--a revolution that when one looks at it he is forced to say, "what revolution?" I don't think the CNO sees it that way, though, but that is the product of being isolated from reality. Anyway, this will be short due to the nature of today (that is, I'm going home!!!!).